Well I think it’s been a while since I , last time, wrote something here…but I guess it doesn’t really matter since, I don’t think I have any regular viewers or readers whatsoever. 3 views out of 4 are mine, coming back to check on the blog and the fourth one, remains a mystery who might be.
Anyway, today I felt like I experienced a revelation right after a spiritual “annulment” incident which, all together, are too much for one person in one day.
The annulment incident had to do with a phone call where someone of a specific expertise on a subject within seconds, annulled all my knowledge on a specific matter, on which some years ago I invested time, money and a lot of effort. It’s quite frustrating and disappointing to realize that eventually you know shit of something you thought you knew well.
And at that point I experienced the revelation…I visioned the future, I kind of saw some part of my future life and I can’t say it was nice or good. Looking back in years I think that I ‘ve already lived the gist of what was there to live that demanded confidence and enthusiasm, I ‘m happy that I lived a while I without worries and matters that need to be taken care of.
Or maybe I ‘m I ‘m writting this feeling blue once again…